“Everywhere across whatever sorrows of which our life is woven, some radiant joy will gaily flash past”
Radiant Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Kiss
“The cat does not offer services. The cat offers itself.”
Kiss Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Wonder
“Mothers, tell your children: be quick, you must be strong. Life is full of wonder, love is never wrong. Remember how they taught you, how much of it was fear. Refuse to hand it down - the legacy stops here.”
Wonder Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Attuned
I’m at a point in my life where I am finally discovering what my true nature is. This began when I finally gave myself permission to love what I truly love.
I love spending most of my time alone (by most, I mean 90% of it). I enjoy my home so much, that the longer I’m here, the more I flourish and become creative. When I do go out, I marvel that I get to walk alone, at my own pace, to explore all that interests me.
I cannot for the life of me hang out with more than two people at a time. When I do, it takes me days to recover.
I can’t stand dark chocolate, coffee or alcohol; but white chocolate, butter and bread make me swoon.
Wearing really short hair and “mens” clothing makes me feel free, and I will never ever ever wear tight jeans again.
My biggest joy is to be in bed by 9 pm, and wake up with the sun rise. I cherish silence and staring into space for long periods of time.
It turns out I am nothing like I thought I should be, but I’m everything I ever wanted.
Attuned Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Companion
I made a little companion for myself, as I navigate the deep waters of my truth.
Companion Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Compass
A few years ago, I started to get a skin rash all over my upper body. At first I was convinced it was sugar intolerance (diabetes runs in my family), but as I cleaned up my diet, the spots got worse.
After doing all kinds of tests to rule out food allergies, I’ve now realized that the rash appears every time I say yes to something I don’t want to do.
Saying no sounds easy, but it is terrifying when you believe your sense of safety and belonging depends on not dissapointing those around you.
Today I decided that the person I can no longer dissapoint is myself.
I’m already feeling stronger.
Compass Pendant.
Handmade with tourmaline quartz and recycled sterling silver.
Lovable
It turns out that the things about myself that I was so ashamed of are becoming what I love the most.
Lovable Pendant.
Handmade with recycled sterling silver.
Included
Today I woke up to see that Trump has probably won the election. My first feeling: the US government is not God, and my sense of safety and belonging in this world does not come from anyone or anything else. Then, I felt tremendous joy and gratitude for all the love, unity and goodness these past months have shown, through every person who spoke up for others with no platform, and for those who have been rejected. You showed me a world where everyone is included.
As I ate breakfast, I listened to an interview with Brenee Brown on vulnerablinity and realized that it is time for me to show up as my full self. I will no longer hide who I am out of fear of rejection. I’ve been excluding myself from this human conversation, and it is time to finally present myself loud and proud.
I have a Republican Christian brother (son of my mother), whom I’ve listened to patiently for many years, and with whom I’ve never shared the truth of who I am. I am everything he rejects and judges as sinful. In “sparing” him from fully seeing me, I internalized his toxic beliefs.
Today, I believe Creation loves everything and everyone, including me: a gay, gender non-conforming woman who has taken 51 years to love herself.
It is good to meet you here, where we all belong!
Prayer
“Keep walking, though there’s no place to get to.
Don’t try to see through the distances.
That’s not for human beings.
Move within, but don’t move the way fear makes you move.
Today, like every other day, we wake up empty & frightened.
Don’t open the door to the study and begin reading.
Take down a musical instrument.
Let the beauty we love be what we do.
There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground. ”
Prayer Necklace.
Handmade with lapis lazuli and recycled sterling silver.